thats my shelf in the bathroom i dont even have a closet for my clothes. roaches go on the bed and i get bit by bugs when i sleep i cant take it know more.

hi am am 28 years old i am unemployed i have been looking but it seems that no one will hire me. i am 28 years old am i am bold on the top i have been in an abusive relationship where  my ex hit me with a machetti and beat me with a belt and punched me in my eye and stuff i have been threw alot more but i dont want to get into it im renting a room in this house that has roaches everywhere and the kitchen cabnets r falling theres mold in the bathroom ceiling and its just really gross i cant afford my own place but the the other day a lady from the bank came and said that i have 20 days to pay the house payments or it will be on forclosure sothe rent that ive been giving to the landlord he hasnt been paying the bills. i dont know what to to. i just want to get my own place and even try going back to school. but i need help financially .  any advice? oh yea and i just had a miscarriage 4 months ago that was my xmas present cause i was under so much stress.  you can contact me at aimee5280@aol.com